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The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry
Call I’m desperate for your voice
I’m listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It’s playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet


I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
’Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what’s your fantasy?
What’s your, what’s your

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Hai kamu yang ada di belakang situ
Janganlah cuma termenung
Coba lebih dekat ke panggung

Hai kamu yang merasa paling funky
Janganlah cuma berdiri
Coba moshing di depan sini

Karna kita sedang berpesta
Buat suasana meriah...
Lepaskan semua emosimu
Tapi jangan kau berniat bikin rusuh...

Mari kita tunjukkan...
Bahwa kita bukan hanya bergaya
"Melodic" musik dari hati kami
Nada indah dalam hati ini

Hai kamu yang ngaku anak "melodic"
jangan cuma menang nyentrik
Coba bikin musik yang asik

Karna kita sedang berpesta
Buat suasana meriah...
Lepaskan semua emosimu
Tapi jangan kau berniat bikin rusuh...

Mari kita tunjukkan...
Bahwa kita bukan hanya bergaya
"Melodic" musik dari hati kami
Nada indah dalam hati ini

I see the childis part of me
When I start losing my mine of You
And I try to runaway from You
To hit back what You have done to me

And someday You will know the truth
You see me walk with someone new
Seemslike Yesterday when You get to hurt me
Make me dying with all my lonelynase who try to killing me

I still remember all the memories betwen You and me
I do every crazy thing it just to make me, You happy
But know I'm not affraid to hurt by someone else
And I'm laughing if I remember learn to smoking when your gone

I never guess to be like this
Feel nasty when You give me a kiss
And I brake my world around of You
From deeply I wanna said F**k You

And someday You will know the truth
You see me walk with someone new
Seemslike Yesterday when You get to hurt me
Make me dying with all my lonelynase who try to killing me

I still remember all the memories betwen You and me
I do every crazy thing it just to make me, You happy
But know I'm not affraid to hurt by someone else
And I'm laughing if I remember learn to smoking when your gone

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all


I’ll never know what the future brings
But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take


Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo
juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol
eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul

Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae Neoui ganghaetdeon geu maeumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae

Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul

Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige
jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae

Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi
nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul

Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun girl deureun mudae- eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo
naega michyeo michyeo baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You're so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na- egeneun jeonburaneungeol arajweo

Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul

Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom
Neo gateun saram tto eobseo

No no jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Huhoehaedo imi neujeotdaneungeol ara seulpeohaedo ijen modu soyongeopdan geol
Barami bureoogo nae mami siryeo wado neol dasineun bol su eomni
Baby nareul tteonagajima oh baby naneun neo hanappunya
Geudaeyeo dorawa nal kkwak anajwo neo eobsin gyeondil su eobseo

Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Saranghandan mareul motaesseo mianhaeseo gomapdaneun maldo motaesseo tteonalkkabwa
Come back to me my girl my girl oneulbam neo ttaeme jam mot irugo
Baby nareul tteonagajima oh baby naneun neo hanappunya
Geudaeyeo dorawa nal kkwak anajwo neo eobsin gyeondil su eobseo

Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Salmyeosi anajugo sipeo salmyeosi ip matchugo sipeo
Geudaeui pumeseo na jamdeulgo sipeo

Diri ini
Telah lama menanti
Menantimu
‘Tuk memeluk hati ini

Hati yang selalu
Terukir namamu
Yang takkan mungkin hilang
Meski usang dimakan waktu

Jiwa ini
T’lah lama mencari
Mencari belahan dirinya
Yang telah lama pergi

Pergi ‘tuk menjauh
Bersama dirimu
Yang takkan mungkin pernah
Coba berpikir untuk kembali

Reff:
Mungkin semua harus terjadi
Kesalahan yang telah aku perbuat
Jadi penyebab kau pergi
Bila ku kan mati di sini
Mati dalam penantian yang tak bertepi
Dan terkubur dalam penyesalan yang tak berarti

Rasa perih selalu menghampiri
Menghampiri di tiap hayalku
Terlintas bayangmu
Bayang yang selalu menyiksa diriku
Walau selalu ku coba membakar indah kenangan itu

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lihatlah luka ini yang sakitnya abadi
yang terbalut hangatnya bekas pelukmu
aku tak akan lupa, tak akan pernah bisa
tentang apa yang harus memisahkan kita
saat ku tertatih tanpa kau di sini
kau tetap ku nanti demi keyakinan ini

jika memang dirimulah tulang rusukku
kau akan kembali pada tubuh ini
ku akan tua dan mati dalam pelukmu
untukmu seluruh nafas ini

kita telah lewati rasa yang pernah mati
bukan hal baru bila kau tinggalkan aku
tanpa kita mencari jalan untuk kembali
takdir cinta yang menuntunmu kembali padaku

di saatku tertatih (saat ku tertatih)
tanpa kau di sini (tanpa kau di sini)
kau tetap ku nanti demi keyakinan ini

jika memang kau terlahir hanya untukku
bawalah hatiku dan lekas kembali
ku nikmati rindu yang datang membunuhku
untukmu seluruh nafas ini

dan ini yang terakhir aku menyakitimu
ini yang terakhir aku meninggalkanmu
takkan ku sia-siakan hidupmu lagi

ini yang terakhir dan ini yang terakhir
takkan ku sia-siakan hidupmu lagi

jika memang dirimulah tulang rusukku (terlahir untukku)
kau akan kembali pada tubuh ini (bawa hatiku kembali)
ku akan tua dan mati dalam pelukmu
untukmu seluruh nafas ini

jika memang kau terlahir hanya untukku
bawalah hatiku dan lekas kembali
ku nikmati rindu yang datang membunuhku
untukmu seluruh nafas ini, untukmu seluruh nafas ini
untukmu seluruh nafas ini

Malam ini hujan turun lagi
Bersama kenangan yang ungkit luka di hati
Luka yang harusnya dapat terobati
Yang ku harap tiada pernah terjadi

Ku ingat saat Ayah pergi, dan kami mulai kelaparan
Hal yang biasa buat aku, hidup di jalanan
Disaat ku belum mengerti, arti sebuah perceraian
Yang hancurkan semua hal indah, yang dulu pernah aku miliki

Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

Mungkin sejenak dapat aku lupakan
Dengan minuman keras yang saat ini ku genggam
Atau menggoreskan kaca di lenganku
Apapun kan ku lakukan, ku ingin lupakan

Namun bila ku mulai sadar, dari sisa mabuk semalam
Perihnya luka ini semakin dalam ku rasakan
Disaat ku telah mengerti, betapa indah dicintai
Hal yang tak pernah ku dapatkan, sejak aku hidup di jalanan

Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

Dua tahun sudah ku buang waktuku
Berkhayal dalam harapan jadi kekasihmu
Tanpa pernah aku merasakan jenuh
Walau di tiap detiknya cinta sesakkan nafasku

[*]
Entah bagaimana hancurnya bentuk hatiku
Yang telah berkarat dihempas sang waktu
Ingin ku akhiri karma dari cinta ini
Yang buat air matamu harus tertumpah untukku

[**]
Mungkin karna terlalu indah kenangan kita
Hingga ku takkan pernah lupakan dirimu
Cinta kita dan semua rasaku

Mungkin karna terlalu dalam hatimu terluka
Hingga kau takkan pernah maafkan diriku
Dan kau berikan aku satu penyesalan yang indah

Bagaimana kau menyakinkan hatiku
Kau bukan cerita terindah dalam kisah hidupku
Yang terlukiskan indah oleh sang waktu
Dan terjaga erat oleh rasa rinduku padamu

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Bila ku ingat tentangmu
Dalam rapuhnya hatiku
Semua kenangan yang kini
Terkubur oleh rasa sesakku
Di tengah-tengah kesepian hatiku
Yang berjuang ‘tuk dapat hidup tanpamu
Yang tiada lagi mencintaiku

Tuhan tolong tunjukkan bila memang aku yang salah
Di saat kau putuskan takdir kami untuk terpisah
Agar takkan kuulangi lagi kesalahanku pada dirinya yang dulu
Membuatnya pergi dariku

Kini kan kuhancurkan mimpiku
Yang dulu t’lah kurangkai untukmu
Biarlah kenangan yang jadi bukti
Betapa berartinya kau untukku

Ku ciptakan sebuah lagu
Lagu terakhir untukmu
Lagu yang penuh emosi
Tentang betapa hancurnya hatiku
Bila nanti kau dengarkan lagu ini
Yang ku buat walau tiada ku mengerti
Alasannya membuat kau pergi

Kini kan kuhancurkan mimpiku
Yang dulu t’lah kurangkai untukmu
Biarlah kenangan yang jadi bukti
Betapa berartinya kau untukku

ujian hidup yang selalu menerpamu
yang berjuang untuk hidup yang hanya sementara
rasa perihnya hujan di hatimu
yang diberikan oleh rasa yang hanya sementara

kita hidup di dunia yang penuh tanda tanya
yang tak mungkin kau ubah dan terpaksa mengikutinya
kita berada di antara benar atau salah
yang tak mungkin dapat kau ukur dengan rasa

berdoalah, sampaikan pada Tuhan semua keluh kesahmu
Dia kan menjawabnya
percayalah, dia kan menunjukkan kasihNya padamu
melalui jalannya, percayalah

wahai kamu yang tak seperti mereka
yang terlihat cerah menjalani hidupnya
pandangan hidup yang selalu lihat ke atas saja
jadi pemicu keinginan yang tiada habisnya

bersujudlah, akui pada Tuhan semua kelemahanmu
Dia kan menguatkannya
memohonlah, Dia kan memberikan yang terbaik untukmu
melalui caraNya, percayalah

berdoalah, sampaikan pada Tuhan semua keluh kesahmu
Dia kan menjawabnya
percayalah, dia kan menunjukkan kasihNya padamu
melalui jalannya, percayalah

bersujudlah, akui pada Tuhan semua kelemahanmu
Dia kan menguatkannya
memohonlah, Dia kan memberikan yang terbaik untukmu
melalui caraNya, percayalah

ku bingkai lagi foto yang gambarkan kemesraan diriku, denganmu
ku tulis lagi namamu yang t'lah ku hapus dalam handphoneku
ku tulis dengan nama "sayangku"

karena kau t'lah hadir kembali
untuk menebus sepi
yang kau berikan saat engkau pergi

kini cobalah tuk mengerti aku lebih dalam
agar kau tahu berartinya dirimu untukku
dan kini cobalah tuk memaafkan salahku
yang t'lah hancurkan hatimu
hancurkan hatimu
selalu...

ku pugar lagi janji yang dulu pernah ku bangun untukmu, untukmu
ku putar lagi lagu cinta yang dulu pernah membantuku
di saat ku dapatkan cintamu

karena kau t'lah hadir kembali
untuk menebus sepi
yang kau berikan saat engkau pergi

kini cobalah tuk mengerti aku lebih dalam
agar kau tahu berartinya dirimu untukku
dan kini cobalah tuk memaafkan salahku
yang t'lah hancurkan hatimu
hancurkan hatimu
selalu...

Engkau yang sedang patah hati
Menangislah dan jangan ragu ungkapkan
Betapa pedih hati yang tersakiti
Racun yang membunuhmu secara perlahan

Engkau yang saat ini pilu
Betapa menanggung beban kepedihan
Tumpahkan sakit itu dalam tangismu
Yang menusuk relung hati yang paling dalam

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Di sini ku temani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati
Kan ku cabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat, senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini
Satu langkah dewasakan diri
Dan tak terpungkiri
Juga bagi...

Engkau yang hatinya terluka
Di peluk nestapa tersapu derita
Seiring saat keringnya air mata
Tak mampu menahan pedih yang tak ada habisnya

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Di sini ku temani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati
Kan ku cabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat, senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini
Satu langkah dewasakan diri
Dan tak terpungkiri
Juga bagi..mu...